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& thats it.Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Got back 3 papers tday. DISASTER : I FAILED ENGLISH LIKE SHIT.
Usually ppl will get 20-24 marks for english for an average. But mine is like,
13/50 ? And its paper 2 only. Omg, i am so gonna fail big this time, fark.
Many ppl helped me count my score and how much i have to get for paper 1 , like 19 for compo and situational writing which is way beyond impossible when its marked by Rahim ?
Fishhhhhsx, eoy die liao.
So what if i passed ss ? My history not good also won't help much. RETAIN is all i can think of now. ):
Scared like shit, stare around during EL lesson for th whole period just thinking of retaining.
What if i cannot make it for olevels ? What if i retake sec 3 agn ? What if i was th only one being left behind?
I thought so much, but so what ? Whats done can't be changed, thts all i know.
I feel like crying out loud now. But it ain't coming out. Maybe due to overshock, becoz my cher was just helping me calculate th marks for EL. And th result isn't good at all.
Seriously, our EL teacher ain't doing much for us alright. She's useless, totally. And how is tht helping our EL when its so becoming of a singlish ? -.-
Ranting ain't helping out either, so i guess i should shut up. Alrights, more papers to come tmr, great. Goodluck or whatever it is will never work, becoz its bullshit.
Usually ppl will get 20-24 marks for english for an average. But mine is like,
13/50 ? And its paper 2 only. Omg, i am so gonna fail big this time, fark.
Many ppl helped me count my score and how much i have to get for paper 1 , like 19 for compo and situational writing which is way beyond impossible when its marked by Rahim ?
Fishhhhhsx, eoy die liao.
So what if i passed ss ? My history not good also won't help much. RETAIN is all i can think of now. ):
Scared like shit, stare around during EL lesson for th whole period just thinking of retaining.
What if i cannot make it for olevels ? What if i retake sec 3 agn ? What if i was th only one being left behind?
I thought so much, but so what ? Whats done can't be changed, thts all i know.
I feel like crying out loud now. But it ain't coming out. Maybe due to overshock, becoz my cher was just helping me calculate th marks for EL. And th result isn't good at all.
Seriously, our EL teacher ain't doing much for us alright. She's useless, totally. And how is tht helping our EL when its so becoming of a singlish ? -.-
Ranting ain't helping out either, so i guess i should shut up. Alrights, more papers to come tmr, great. Goodluck or whatever it is will never work, becoz its bullshit.
what can i say ? Its useless.
♥ 11:50 PM