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there's a million reason why i should give you upWednesday, November 26, 2014
SO GAIZ THIS SATURDAY IM ATTENDING RUNNING MAN FANMEET AUTOGRAPH SESSION!!!!!!
Free tickets all thanks to Watsons Singapore who gave me the chance for this ultimate experience.
Though it isn't my first time, but i'll definitely treat it like its my prime participation!
Hey look, it was all about luck and i got it, and my luck isn't good for all my life. So, insane right?
Just an update abt life........nothin' much. Just that the worse is comin', by the name of "Exam".
I just had my first night burning midnight oil ytd, which is really an improvement personally for a paper thts 2 weeks away.
Hehehe. Pats.
And then, no continuation today, and i think tmrw as well. ):
I nd a full day home in order to be productive, but looking at this state, i guess i wont be home-alone til' next monday.... argh.
Currently at the wrong time, watching a very right drama called Love Cheque Charge!!! Acted by George Hu and Phoebe Yuan, oh, hilarious.
George Hu is so hansum here i can squeal at his appearance. Could really see he's putting efforts in polishing his skills and doing comedy acts. Applause for this hansum ABC dude. (i love his english accent olord)
Ok, i just hope that i can do my best in studying for the exams so that i don't let myself down once again.
It always happen, bcoz i don't always put in 100% efforts, what a waste to stay in education and waste my parents' hard-earned money.
Buttttt i really dislike studying what im doing right now. I did gave it a thought, and i am really interested in studying chinese/japanese/korean. LANGUAGE basically. Like really, omg it sounds so interesting itself!
And not sustainability of the economy/environmental protection, or changes which can be enforced to orgs, that can help them stay beneficial in the long run. WHUUUUT.
Gawd im already considering a change in my future aspects.
Life decision really kills.
Atleast, i did not choose it for friends. I am glad im still independent on that. Hahaha. Yep.
Also recently i have been wondering if i will ever stay connected with my current friends.
I mean, people do change, and infact lemme ask you guys.
If one day, your friends have turned into a way that they won't be the same as the way how you liked them in the first place to be friends with them, would you be willing to stay with them and share secrets like how you used to?
Or, do you reduce the secrets level to only gossips and not about your life-depth level?
Would you?
I have thought about this myself, and thing is, i no longer gossip with anyone.
Thinking how often it is to gossip during sec sch, life like this is so different. Its kind of, saddening.
I have to agree that, "Things that come easy won't last, and for things that last, they don't come easy"
This statement definitely applies to friendship as well. Like how fast people could come, and they may leave you before you know it.
I am afraid of being left behind, so i hv the tendency to protect myself from hurting by letting go first.
Thus, being defensive of what they say to you, or even ignore.
Urghs, yes i hate myself too. But that is my line of security. I can't do anything about it if i feel that there is no meaning to it, its like throwing myself into a bed of thorns and get hurt.
Friends. What terminology that can never be apprehended by normal human beings. Unless we are all psychologists or sociologists, or we can never not get hurt in any way.
I thought it was a term for people with good feelings, but no. People under this term, have jealousy, have anxiety or frustrations towards you as well. They hurt you, just because you care.
Things that brings relationships can be nonsense, it depends on how you read it. They could mean trouble, or they could mean peace and harmony.
It all comes to being in consensus with the one you're gonna form this r/s with. How troublesome.
There will come a future where ppl are able to read each other minds, match the similarity and then decide whether they shld be friends or not. The world will be segregated in groups and history will definitely take place again, with even more advanced technology.
Aites i shall stop, i am almost going into the losing-the-earth phase. Pardon me.
Okiez time to get bck to le drama. Nitez.
Free tickets all thanks to Watsons Singapore who gave me the chance for this ultimate experience.
Though it isn't my first time, but i'll definitely treat it like its my prime participation!
Hey look, it was all about luck and i got it, and my luck isn't good for all my life. So, insane right?
Just an update abt life........nothin' much. Just that the worse is comin', by the name of "Exam".
I just had my first night burning midnight oil ytd, which is really an improvement personally for a paper thts 2 weeks away.
Hehehe. Pats.
And then, no continuation today, and i think tmrw as well. ):
I nd a full day home in order to be productive, but looking at this state, i guess i wont be home-alone til' next monday.... argh.
Currently at the wrong time, watching a very right drama called Love Cheque Charge!!! Acted by George Hu and Phoebe Yuan, oh, hilarious.
George Hu is so hansum here i can squeal at his appearance. Could really see he's putting efforts in polishing his skills and doing comedy acts. Applause for this hansum ABC dude. (i love his english accent olord)
Ok, i just hope that i can do my best in studying for the exams so that i don't let myself down once again.
It always happen, bcoz i don't always put in 100% efforts, what a waste to stay in education and waste my parents' hard-earned money.
Buttttt i really dislike studying what im doing right now. I did gave it a thought, and i am really interested in studying chinese/japanese/korean. LANGUAGE basically. Like really, omg it sounds so interesting itself!
And not sustainability of the economy/environmental protection, or changes which can be enforced to orgs, that can help them stay beneficial in the long run. WHUUUUT.
Gawd im already considering a change in my future aspects.
Life decision really kills.
Atleast, i did not choose it for friends. I am glad im still independent on that. Hahaha. Yep.
Also recently i have been wondering if i will ever stay connected with my current friends.
I mean, people do change, and infact lemme ask you guys.
If one day, your friends have turned into a way that they won't be the same as the way how you liked them in the first place to be friends with them, would you be willing to stay with them and share secrets like how you used to?
Or, do you reduce the secrets level to only gossips and not about your life-depth level?
Would you?
I have thought about this myself, and thing is, i no longer gossip with anyone.
Thinking how often it is to gossip during sec sch, life like this is so different. Its kind of, saddening.
I have to agree that, "Things that come easy won't last, and for things that last, they don't come easy"
This statement definitely applies to friendship as well. Like how fast people could come, and they may leave you before you know it.
I am afraid of being left behind, so i hv the tendency to protect myself from hurting by letting go first.
Thus, being defensive of what they say to you, or even ignore.
Urghs, yes i hate myself too. But that is my line of security. I can't do anything about it if i feel that there is no meaning to it, its like throwing myself into a bed of thorns and get hurt.
Friends. What terminology that can never be apprehended by normal human beings. Unless we are all psychologists or sociologists, or we can never not get hurt in any way.
I thought it was a term for people with good feelings, but no. People under this term, have jealousy, have anxiety or frustrations towards you as well. They hurt you, just because you care.
Things that brings relationships can be nonsense, it depends on how you read it. They could mean trouble, or they could mean peace and harmony.
It all comes to being in consensus with the one you're gonna form this r/s with. How troublesome.
There will come a future where ppl are able to read each other minds, match the similarity and then decide whether they shld be friends or not. The world will be segregated in groups and history will definitely take place again, with even more advanced technology.
Aites i shall stop, i am almost going into the losing-the-earth phase. Pardon me.
Okiez time to get bck to le drama. Nitez.
but the heart wants what it wants
♥ 11:37 PM